[[* Sherlaine&Calvin _

Define Exploitation
May 17, 2006

^ A Short Phrase That Says It All ^
A realization of "exploitation" awakes a helpful person
Of course, in there lies a reason
For it ain't always Sunday this season
So congrats! There goes a helpful person's motivation!
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I never came across such an incompetent person with such a high level of irritants within
Irregardless of her badly spoken English, She's most certainly a "horrible" sight
Even an easy-going person would very well be driven to his/her grave
She's got the brain of a bird
a mouth that smells like rotten eggs
laughter that has the sinister sound effect
eyes equivalent to that of a piggy
and a voice that makes you feel like slapping her face
I have witnessed to believe such an existence on Earth

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Here Are My Thoughts To Pen
April 27, 2006

Okay, I know...this is getting mouldy right woman?? Have been really "realli" busy, yup you bet and I am so tired each day after a full 9.00 to 6.00 office work. Many of you think it's a comfortable job...~shakes head~, nah...it's isn't and it has got side effects too. My vision is blurred, having bad digestion after meals, horrible customers that sometimes makes me wanna laugh at their ignorance and immaturity.

I am going through an interesting part of my internship where you get to know people of weird characteristics, perhaps being brought up from different family upbringing. Hmmm, "rude" ..."feign blur' ..."ill-mannered"..."thinks the world revolves ard them"..."stuck-up"..."proud"... that's for the unacceptable ones. Of course there are "helpful"..."humble"..."caring"..."funny"...those are the nice beings around. For me, what comes around goes around and if I am not given the respect I deserve, neither will you have mine either and I will make sure you'll have a taste of your own medicine.

"Good" Food is what I need to make me happy and eyes brightly lited...am dying to try Goodwood's Park Buffet, have to make an advance booking though and it's already THURSDAY!!! Ghee, will I ever make it for the weekend's feast of gourmet food indulgence? Actually, not suppose to spend too generously but I'm a food lover and I would rather fill my tummy with yummy treats then buy new clothes off the rack at the shopping malls.

I miss attending lectures, I miss school work and I miss the cheap rates of delicacies sold in Ngee Ann's Polytechnic canteens. The standard living in Singapore is so HIGH and transporatation only is one third of my pathetic monthly allowance. Come to think of it, I really wonder if I'll get paid for public holidays, I pray hard enough that they will cause any further deductions would result in "poverty" !! Yes, it's that serious people, for my case...i'm honest.

Mom's been "over the moon" and when I say that...it means the exact opposite! Haha, what an irony but those closely knitted members of mine would understand why I chose to use that analogy. Sometimes, I feel that her mindset oppose mine and in fact it seems ridiculous to me at times, but to try and understand human thinking can get you daft and so it's wiser to accept such thoughts with an open mind. If it gets too annoying in your head, just whisper some soft expletive and brush it all off with a sinister laugh.

Low batt!!! Laptop's gonna hibernate soon and I shall pen off my thoughts of mine here today, wonder when will I have the luxury to blog in my site again, till next time folks and I hope you'll enjoy your day ahead.

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Sometimes I feel like hating you
April 05, 2006

Sometimes I feel like a complete idiot... mentioning my thoughts to you seem to have fallen on deaf ears. Why can't you comprehend my message or maybe it is all that you chose not to. You never were like this before and to date, it seems like your sentiments has changed, for whatever reason...do as you deem fit cause this is that much my tolerence have gone and hit the peak. If you remembered what you said, let me tell you this once, what comes around goes around and don't blame me if I decided to give you back the taste of your own medicine. Seriously, if you think this is all about a daily routine and past-time then I suggest you stop where you are and just end the agony. For once, I feel like we're two worlds apart and I have nothing more to say to you. If this is how much you care with regard to your interest(s)... then this is where you ruined the whole years of commitment.

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Post Valentine's Day Bluez
February 13, 2006

This is crazy...I am totally amused with myself, yup that's right. Woke up at 2.00pm yesterday, started doing my IPD power point project till 4.30am; say I started at 2.30pm...hmmm...a freaking 14 hours of work!!! Plus, I didn't have my lunch & dinner... ghee! Was feeling a little"high" but didn't want to get into bed as I was afraid that I would not be able to wake up for my presentation. Waited for mum till 6.00am and took a taxi down to Yio Chu Kang MRT station, then took bus 162A...yah with the A! I was like "Ah, Wats with the A?!" Went on board and it gave me back the feeling of my younger years in Bishan Park Secondary School, where I would get up as early as 5.30am, dad would fetch me to school and I will then take a bus down to da's place... ohh...those were the days. Back to my morning's blur state... sat on the bus till Ai Tong's Primary and the lady bus driver yelled at me:"xiao-jie"! Bus 162A..."zui ho yi ge zhan le", I turned back and yeap! I was the last passenger... without any slight notion that it was the end of the journey, how silly! Alighted and took the next bus 410...was thinking if the condo's main gate was opened? Took a glance at my watch and it showed 6.40am, I was like: "neh! Where got so early open..." So I decided not to alight at the desired bus-stop. Just as the bus drove pass the gate, guess what? It was OPENED!!! Great! Now I'll have to walk up the crappy slope for no reason; my intuition just wasn't there...so much for not sleeping. Crap! Argued with Da and that didn't make my day felt any better... went to school and JS will not be coming till IPD's lesson. Now it's already 11.11am and da still hasn't called me yet, post valentines' blues I guess cos' I haven't got plans for tomorrow... ... how "romantic"

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Featuring My i-Pod Nano
December 21, 2005

Featuring my BEST christmas present for the year 2005!!

From My Da

The Black Master Piece [i-Pod Nano]

From my Da

With a lovely sweet pink "condom"... sweet!

This is the gift of "love" I was talking about in my previous entry, finally managed to take down the pictures, so decided to post it for your viewing pleasure. It's an expensive present and it means more than just its value because of the sentiments that comes with it. This precious da of mine wouldn't even buy this for himself but he bought it for me without having any second thoughts... so sweet of him right? It never came across my mind that he would be giving me a surprise this christmas... when he first present it to me, my whole world stopped for a second and ohhh! I so wanna kiss & hug him... not because he bought me such an expensive gift but the thought of him giving me the best in life melted my heart. He's such a dearie to me & I know I will love him even more each day.

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Kuai Yong Made All Things Beautiful
December 17, 2005

Love does have its special sentiments and when it comes, your world will just turn beautiful! In Love!

He's finally sound asleep... I took a glance at him and smiled, the gift of [LoVe] love

I received today melted and touched my heart to bits. Those phrases of his was most endearing and tears of joy twinkled into my eyes.

To someone very special : You made the difference that changed my life and know that i'll never let you go.

Know that there is someone who loves u more than anything else, even himself.

Know that someone cherish u above all else.

The realization of such pure & genuine confession brought me straight to the seventh heaven...

The feeling of being loved & cherished led me to the blessings I've always long for...

He's the one all girls would dream their nights for...

He's the one that anyone could ever hope for...

He's the one who will make all things beautiful...

But He's the one who has my name placed in the closeness of his heart!

Love is often taken for granted and I now understand that one should NEVER bring the following into the hearts of the one you love:

[E]xpectations

[R]estrictions

[C]omparisons

[C]alculations

I've made all the above mentioned mistakes and hurt the one I love MOST in life...

Da: I'm sorry if I ever made you felt so "lost" for me, today's the sweetest days of my life cos' you had my heart filled with so much love & faith. Your sincerity moved me to tears and I can't help but love you even more. It wasn't the value of the gift but your display of such tenderness and love covered me whole with the colours of joy & happiness! You mentioned that time passes by very quickly and soon it will be the year 2006, I dread the day where I can no longer hold you in my arms each day and night, the mere thought of it makes me wanna cry... I love you more than anything else in the world; a love so true that money can never buy. Because of you, everything in life turned beautiful...I always wanted you to know that, "Da...I love only you!"

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The Colour of Sadness Turns More Blue
December 16, 2005

The following can only describe today's feelings:

...It's hard not to sulk when you're upset...
...It's hard not to show when you're disappointed...
...It's hard not to cry when you're down...
...It's hard not to sign when you're troubled...

Love seems even harder to comprehend these days, what do you see love as? I see it now as a complications of the heart. How not to be disappointed and upset with someone you love, It's all because we love someone thats why everything matters...here's my song for the day:

I don't wanna lose you
I don't wanna use you
Just to have somebody by my side
And I don't wanna hate you
I don't wanna take you
But I don't wanna be the one to cry
That don't really matter to anyone, anymore
But like a fool i keep losing my place
And I keep seeing you walk through that door

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough

Now I could never change you
I don't wanna blame you
Baby you don't have to take the fall
Yes I may have hurt you
But I did not desert you
Maybe I just wanna have it all
It makes a sound like thunder
It makes me feel like rain
And like a fool who will never see the truth
I keep thinking something's gonna change

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough

And there's no way home
When it's late at night and you're all alone
Are there things that you wanted to say
Do you feel me beside you in your bed
There beside you where I used to lay

It's just a day of pure emptiness and sadness, to the one I so love dearly: "I still love you no matter what" Pls know : "Nothing stays the same..." Hence, let's try to let it pass..." ^~^

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