[[* Sherlaine&Calvin _

Here Are My Thoughts To Pen
April 27, 2006

Okay, I know...this is getting mouldy right woman?? Have been really "realli" busy, yup you bet and I am so tired each day after a full 9.00 to 6.00 office work. Many of you think it's a comfortable job...~shakes head~, nah...it's isn't and it has got side effects too. My vision is blurred, having bad digestion after meals, horrible customers that sometimes makes me wanna laugh at their ignorance and immaturity.

I am going through an interesting part of my internship where you get to know people of weird characteristics, perhaps being brought up from different family upbringing. Hmmm, "rude" ..."feign blur' ..."ill-mannered"..."thinks the world revolves ard them"..."stuck-up"..."proud"... that's for the unacceptable ones. Of course there are "helpful"..."humble"..."caring"..."funny"...those are the nice beings around. For me, what comes around goes around and if I am not given the respect I deserve, neither will you have mine either and I will make sure you'll have a taste of your own medicine.

"Good" Food is what I need to make me happy and eyes brightly lited...am dying to try Goodwood's Park Buffet, have to make an advance booking though and it's already THURSDAY!!! Ghee, will I ever make it for the weekend's feast of gourmet food indulgence? Actually, not suppose to spend too generously but I'm a food lover and I would rather fill my tummy with yummy treats then buy new clothes off the rack at the shopping malls.

I miss attending lectures, I miss school work and I miss the cheap rates of delicacies sold in Ngee Ann's Polytechnic canteens. The standard living in Singapore is so HIGH and transporatation only is one third of my pathetic monthly allowance. Come to think of it, I really wonder if I'll get paid for public holidays, I pray hard enough that they will cause any further deductions would result in "poverty" !! Yes, it's that serious people, for my case...i'm honest.

Mom's been "over the moon" and when I say that...it means the exact opposite! Haha, what an irony but those closely knitted members of mine would understand why I chose to use that analogy. Sometimes, I feel that her mindset oppose mine and in fact it seems ridiculous to me at times, but to try and understand human thinking can get you daft and so it's wiser to accept such thoughts with an open mind. If it gets too annoying in your head, just whisper some soft expletive and brush it all off with a sinister laugh.

Low batt!!! Laptop's gonna hibernate soon and I shall pen off my thoughts of mine here today, wonder when will I have the luxury to blog in my site again, till next time folks and I hope you'll enjoy your day ahead.

LainesLoverBlog!
[[ 11:44 PM ]]

bai bai!
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Sometimes I feel like hating you
April 05, 2006

Sometimes I feel like a complete idiot... mentioning my thoughts to you seem to have fallen on deaf ears. Why can't you comprehend my message or maybe it is all that you chose not to. You never were like this before and to date, it seems like your sentiments has changed, for whatever reason...do as you deem fit cause this is that much my tolerence have gone and hit the peak. If you remembered what you said, let me tell you this once, what comes around goes around and don't blame me if I decided to give you back the taste of your own medicine. Seriously, if you think this is all about a daily routine and past-time then I suggest you stop where you are and just end the agony. For once, I feel like we're two worlds apart and I have nothing more to say to you. If this is how much you care with regard to your interest(s)... then this is where you ruined the whole years of commitment.

LainesLoverBlog!
[[ 9:29 PM ]]

bai bai!
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