[[* Sherlaine&Calvin _

Featuring My i-Pod Nano
December 21, 2005

Featuring my BEST christmas present for the year 2005!!

From My Da

The Black Master Piece [i-Pod Nano]

From my Da

With a lovely sweet pink "condom"... sweet!

This is the gift of "love" I was talking about in my previous entry, finally managed to take down the pictures, so decided to post it for your viewing pleasure. It's an expensive present and it means more than just its value because of the sentiments that comes with it. This precious da of mine wouldn't even buy this for himself but he bought it for me without having any second thoughts... so sweet of him right? It never came across my mind that he would be giving me a surprise this christmas... when he first present it to me, my whole world stopped for a second and ohhh! I so wanna kiss & hug him... not because he bought me such an expensive gift but the thought of him giving me the best in life melted my heart. He's such a dearie to me & I know I will love him even more each day.

LainesLoverBlog!
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bai bai!
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Kuai Yong Made All Things Beautiful
December 17, 2005

Love does have its special sentiments and when it comes, your world will just turn beautiful! In Love!

He's finally sound asleep... I took a glance at him and smiled, the gift of [LoVe] love

I received today melted and touched my heart to bits. Those phrases of his was most endearing and tears of joy twinkled into my eyes.

To someone very special : You made the difference that changed my life and know that i'll never let you go.

Know that there is someone who loves u more than anything else, even himself.

Know that someone cherish u above all else.

The realization of such pure & genuine confession brought me straight to the seventh heaven...

The feeling of being loved & cherished led me to the blessings I've always long for...

He's the one all girls would dream their nights for...

He's the one that anyone could ever hope for...

He's the one who will make all things beautiful...

But He's the one who has my name placed in the closeness of his heart!

Love is often taken for granted and I now understand that one should NEVER bring the following into the hearts of the one you love:

[E]xpectations

[R]estrictions

[C]omparisons

[C]alculations

I've made all the above mentioned mistakes and hurt the one I love MOST in life...

Da: I'm sorry if I ever made you felt so "lost" for me, today's the sweetest days of my life cos' you had my heart filled with so much love & faith. Your sincerity moved me to tears and I can't help but love you even more. It wasn't the value of the gift but your display of such tenderness and love covered me whole with the colours of joy & happiness! You mentioned that time passes by very quickly and soon it will be the year 2006, I dread the day where I can no longer hold you in my arms each day and night, the mere thought of it makes me wanna cry... I love you more than anything else in the world; a love so true that money can never buy. Because of you, everything in life turned beautiful...I always wanted you to know that, "Da...I love only you!"

LainesLoverBlog!
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bai bai!
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The Colour of Sadness Turns More Blue
December 16, 2005

The following can only describe today's feelings:

...It's hard not to sulk when you're upset...
...It's hard not to show when you're disappointed...
...It's hard not to cry when you're down...
...It's hard not to sign when you're troubled...

Love seems even harder to comprehend these days, what do you see love as? I see it now as a complications of the heart. How not to be disappointed and upset with someone you love, It's all because we love someone thats why everything matters...here's my song for the day:

I don't wanna lose you
I don't wanna use you
Just to have somebody by my side
And I don't wanna hate you
I don't wanna take you
But I don't wanna be the one to cry
That don't really matter to anyone, anymore
But like a fool i keep losing my place
And I keep seeing you walk through that door

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough

Now I could never change you
I don't wanna blame you
Baby you don't have to take the fall
Yes I may have hurt you
But I did not desert you
Maybe I just wanna have it all
It makes a sound like thunder
It makes me feel like rain
And like a fool who will never see the truth
I keep thinking something's gonna change

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough

And there's no way home
When it's late at night and you're all alone
Are there things that you wanted to say
Do you feel me beside you in your bed
There beside you where I used to lay

It's just a day of pure emptiness and sadness, to the one I so love dearly: "I still love you no matter what" Pls know : "Nothing stays the same..." Hence, let's try to let it pass..." ^~^

LainesLoverBlog!
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bai bai!
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